Monday, February 27, 2017

Ephesians 5:21

Ephesians 5:21 
Personally, it's a lot easier to submit to some people than it is to others. Certain people that I think are better qualified to lead are usually easier for me to submit to. If someone rubbed me the wrong way earlier that day, instruction from them is a lot harder to submit to with the right heart. I know that this isn't how it's supposed to be, but I'm a work in progress. God has been teaching me a lot about how to submit the right way through being in Ignite. Praise the Lord for good old Paul who never sugar coats or allows for exception in his letters to the churches! He doesn't tell the Ephesians to submit when the other person is right, or when they were nice about it, or  anything even close to that. The instruction is to simply submit to one another in the fear of God. Not in the fear of man, for "God has not given us a spirit of fear," but in the fear that comes from a loving, respect for our Creator. This submission cannot be one that leads to sin, for then the fear would not be of God but man. For example, if my "one another" is instructing me to go against what the Bible teaches, to submit would be sin. The fear of God forces us to die to self daily, but it also keeps us safe from sin that leads to eternal death. 

Galatians 5:13

Galatians 5:13 
The American Dream is to have as much freedom and prosperity as possible, to live a nice, comfortable life. But, instead of being content, the drive is always for more. Nothing up until now has ever been enough but maybe the next iPhone, camera, game system, etc will be enough. Looking at this mentality biblically reveals just how weak of a lie it really is. We as believers know that God alone satisfies, but our culture has forgotten this. As 21st century Americans, we have incredible freedom. My American passport allows me to go into most countries freely with a huge safety net to fall into if something goes wrong. I can worship the God I want to worship with no fear of the government. I can go to school, get a good job, and live a comfortable life in a nice house. While there is nothing wrong with enjoying the blessings of the freedom we have, to live in freedom but not liberty would be to miss an incredible opportunity. I am free to worship God, so why not worship with abandon? I am free to have a job, so why not be an example of Christ to my co-workers? I don't want to use my freedom as an excuse to get away with sin. I want it to be an open door for me to glorify God with my whole life. 

Friday, February 17, 2017

Hebrews 13:17

Ephesians 6:1, Colossians 3:20

Ephesians 6:1, Colossians 3:20

Oh man. If ever an IBS verse convicted me, this one is it. The command to obey your parents is so straightforward and yet it is one of the hardest to follow. When I think of good examples of children obeying their parents my mind goes straight to Abraham and Isaac. I can’t even imagine what was going through Abraham’s mind when God told him to sacrifice Isaac. For 3 days he walked with Isaac to where God was leading him to sacrifice his only son as a burnt offering. That Abraham was so obedient is incredible, but what Isaac did is just as mind blowing. Abraham at least had years of personally experiencing God’s faithfulness to keep His promises, Isaac was still a kid. Just because of the age difference, Isaac could have easily overpowered his dad. No matter how healthy, a 100+ year old is not going to be any competition for a young guy. Despite all the odds being in Isaac’s favor, Genesis 22:9 tells us that Abraham “bound Isaac his son and laid him on the altar, upon the wood.” There’s a chance Isaac questioned what his dad was doing, and honestly who could blame him? If my dad told me I was the answer to God’s promise and then tried to sacrifice me on an altar, I would at least question what he was doing. Whatever conversation did or didn’t happen, Abraham was successful in preparing Isaac as the sacrifice. For Isaac, obedience was enough of a reason to get on that altar. He didn’t demand an explanation or refuse to comply because what was asked of him didn’t make sense. Isaac simply obeyed the authority God had placed in his life. If I could go back in time and tell a younger me one thing, it would be to obey with the right heart. The amount of pain and frustration I could have saved myself if I had just obeyed would have been worth giving up what I wanted in that moment. 

Romans 6:16

Romans 6:16

Humanity was made to worship. Everything we are longs for something to fill that God-shaped whole, something to live for, a reason to get up every day. The list of things we worship could go on forever. Romans 6:16 tells us that we are slaves to whatever we obey. It is a sobering thought to know that you can be enslaved to the approval of mankind, the fear of the unknown, or just about anything else you can think of. Personally, it is even more scary to know that I can be enslaved to something that isn’t necessarily a bad thing but just isn’t the right thing. For example, loving your family is not a bad thing at all, family is a gift from God. But, when that love begins to prevent you from following the Lord’s call on your life, that love becomes bondage. A passion that God has given you for leading worship is not a bad thing, until you begin to worship worship instead of the God you are supposed to be worshipping. Humanity has a need to glorify something, we do it without realizing that we are even doing it. So, what is the answer to this massive question of who, or what, am I supposed to bow to? How am I supposed to know which is the right voice telling me “Obey me! Worship me!” The moment we accepted Christ as our Lord and Savior, the question was settled once and for all. No longer do we have to fight to find what it is we are needing to fill that hole. Verse 18 says “And having been set free from sin, you became slaves of righteousness.” There is now just One voice for us to worship and obey. We are no longer in slavery to sin but free to live fully for the glory of the Lord. We have been declared free by the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! I do not want this freedom to be a slave for righteousness’ sake to ever be something I take for granted or treat cheaply. 

Acts 5:29

Acts 5:29

We absolutely should obey God rather than man, this isn’t a new concept or something hard to understand. God sees the whole picture, He knows what is actually best for us, and ultimately controls the whole universe. But, it’s one thing to know that God loves you and wants the best for your life, it’s another thing to actually be willing to submit yourself to His methods. His plans are usually the complete opposite of what we want or think should happen but they are still the best. In Deuteronomy 5:29 God says, “Oh, that they had such a heart in them that they would fear Me and always keep all My commandments, that it might be well with them and with their children forever!” Human nature tends to lean towards the idea that God likes to make rules for the sake of making rules, but this verse reveals so much of His heart behind His commandments. God does not make rules to restrict us or prevent us from having fun but to allow us to experience true life. His commandments, when obeyed as an act of worship, transform us into His image. My mind can’t fully grasp the concept that following the Lord’s commandments brings freedom, but I have seen it in my life and in the lives of those around me so it must be true. For me it is so easy to fall into a legalistic obedience and completely forget that that is not the point. My legalistic nature flares up even with the “homework” that has been assigned since being in Ignite. I know that it isn’t really homework like in high school but an effort made by the leadership to deepen our knowledge and love of the Lord. Every time I sit down to read an assigned book or write an IBS, a battle goes on in my heart as to how I am going to treat this assignment. If my mindset is not one that is desiring to know the Lord more deeply than before, it becomes an empty action that is only done to obey what man has told me to do. 

Hebrews 5:8

Hebrews 5:8

Over the past few days the magnitude of what it meant for Jesus to take on the form of man and die on the cross has really been sinking in. The incredible amount of humility that it took for Him to give up everything to save mankind blows my mind. Being God, He really could have done it any other way and yet He chose to follow the Father’s plan. Matthew 26:39 shows the obedience that Jesus displayed. It says, “He went a little farther and fell on His face, and prayed, saying ‘Oh my Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will.” He knew the pain and suffering He was about to go through but He was still perfectly submitted to the Father’s will. There really is no better example of obedience than Jesus. When I remember the sacrifices Jesus made for the sake of obedience, it becomes a lot easier to lay down my own life. I mean, look at what the Son of God sacrificed for me, is anything I give up for the sake of obedience even a sacrifice? In light of what He did, it really does become our “reasonable act of service.”

Friday, February 10, 2017

Psalm 17:15

Psalm 17:15
“As for me, I will see Your face in righteousness; I shall be satisfied when I awake in Your likeness.”

What does my soul long for? Really, what does it long for? What satisfies me and leaves me feeling full? What is it that doesn’t make me feel empty? As I look back over the bits of my life that I can remember I have realized how real the “God-shaped hole” in each of us is. By nature we try to fill it with things, people, experiences, you name it. History is the story of mankind trying to fill that hole and failing more times than not. When nations invade a land to conquer it and claim it as their own, it is to fill some kind of hole. Whether that hole is lack of security, greed, or a hatred that can’t be quenched, there is a void that needs to be filled. Men marry multiple wives to fill the hole that pride leaves or to try to find an earthly love that satisfies. More recently, polygamy stems from the desire to be seen as righteous in the eyes of God; multiple wives mean more rewards in heaven. Acts of terror are committed because of the same hole left by unrighteousness. All the religions in the world cannot seem to fill that God-shaped hole in each of our hearts no matter how hard they try. Religion always leaves people more empty and lost than before and yet we keep trying religion as the cure. Even as Christians we look to religion to satisfy. If you just go to the right church or tithe the right amount or sing the right song, you’ll be satisfied. Before I really started walking with the Lord, I looked to distractions to satisfy. I would distract myself with reading, homework, TV, etc. But those things are never enough because they end. The book has a final page in which the story is wrapped up, you graduate, or the show stops being produced. Things that have beginnings and endings are never enough to fill that hole. Only my relationship with Jesus has proven to be something that satisfies because it has no ending. Yes, it had a definite beginning but because of the eternal nature of God it will have no end. Not to steal Hannah’s thunder, but there is a song by Bethel that says “I’m full but I’m not satisfied, this longing to have more of You.” I am so thankful that my God satisfies in a way that leaves you full but longing for more.

Hebrews 13:5

Hebrews 13:5
“Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, ‘I will never leave you nor forsake you.’”

Honestly, I’m really not sure how to talk about this verse for 300+ words. It’s so straightforward that there isn’t much to explain. But isn’t that the nature of God? Yeah, He’s bigger than our finite brains can fully grasp but His commands and promises to us are so black and white. Its clear that our lives are to be lived content wherever the Lord has placed us. This is easy to do when life is comfortable and everything is going good. But the minute God takes us out of our comfort zones we begin to complain. I am reminded of the Israelites that I used to look down on for being so stupid. As soon as God took them out of Egypt they complained because the wilderness wasn’t any better in their minds. Instead of rejoicing in their new season of life they looked back on what they knew, wishing they could go back to slavery. It is so easy to see their foolishness but man, don’t we all do the same thing? We have been declared free from sin and yet we go back to it again and again. The question that keeps running through my mind is “is it better to die in the wilderness that the Lord has led you to or in slavery?” This question hits home for me. This season of being in a whole new country with new people isn’t all rainbows and kittens, but I know it is where the Lord has called me. So why am I having issues being content? Using the Israelites as a mirror I can pretty much figure it out. Like the Israelites, my eyes have been on what is just before or just behind me. What they saw was a sea in front and an army behind and somehow they missed the presence of the Lord that had not left them since they walked out of Egypt. My eyes have been fixed on my family back home and field time that is coming up so quickly. Throughout the first 14 chapters of Exodus the Lord promises again and again that He will rescue them out of slavery, take them to the promised land, and gain victory over their enemies and yet they complain about the methods He is using. In Exodus 14:5 the Lord says, “Why do you cry to Me? Tell the children of Israel to go forward.” It is as if He is asking them “Did you forget what I promised? Why did you stop following me?” They had the Lord on their side, and so do I, what more is needed?

Luke 3:14

Luke 3:14
“Likewise the soldiers asked him, saying, “And what shall we do?” So he said to them, “Do not intimidate anyone or accuse falsely, and be content with your wages.”
The message of the gospel demands a response that affects every part of who we are. How is it that being raised going to church has created a cold, religion based group of “Christians?” We act as though going to church once or twice a week is enough to have a rich relationship with Jesus. The mentality of Sunday morning Christianity has saturated the way we do everything from devo time to washing the dishes after dinner. We act as if our heavenly Father is a vending machine of blessings, just begging us to allow Him to give us a new job, car, or house or even certain spiritual gifts that we think we need. We act as if Jesus is a backseat driver instead of the one who made the car and is the only one who actually knows how to drive it. We have adopted this false theology that Jesus is along for the ride wherever we take Him when in reality that is never the way it was meant to be. So where did the church get it wrong? Should we sing Psalms for worship on Sunday mornings? I mean, David was called a man after God’s own heart and that’s what he sang so maybe that’s the magic solution. Or maybe everyone should be in one sanctuary together because if the message given is good enough for the adults its good enough for the children, none of that diluted nonsense they teach children in Sunday school! Perhaps the pastor should wear jeans and a button down so he’s more relatable to the middle class than if he were to wear a full suit and tie. Oh I know, the worship leader should probably always fit the mold of being a young hipster who wears skinny jeans. Or perhaps the scriptures being taught on should be projected onto a screen, no, wait, that would encourage people to leave their bibles at home… How, then, will they know where the book of Ecclesiastes is?!  

The church has stopped asking “and what shall we do?” We have given up asking the question that leads to actual solutions and have instead started asking “and what will they do?” I understand that not everyone is called to adopt, but for the sake of using an example from my own life I’m going to use this. For 6 years now my family has looked different than most. When we go out to dinner we get weird looks, questions, and comments. The question we rarely get, though, is “and what shall we do?” The church as a whole does not ask this question nearly enough when their eyes are opened to what goes on every day in their own backyards. You may not be called to adopt, but I can assure you that you are called to do something. Psalm 10:14 tells us that God is the “helper of the fatherless” and as His hands and feet our job is clear, we are to love those who are helpless. And yet the foster care system is still overrun with children who no one will call their own. The church is big enough, enough people know what Jesus teaches, but not enough people ask the right question. We turn our eyes away, say a prayer that the ambiguous someone will love these children, and move on with our lives. The tragedy of this lack of action in our own life is not something we should stand for. I encourage you to ask the question that leads to a necessary action.

1 Timothy 6:6-8

1 Timothy 6:6-8
“Now godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out. And having food and clothing, with these we shall be content.”

When I read these verses in the context of the verses around them I can see that Paul is contrasting two very different groups of people. The first group is described in verses 3-5. We see that these are very ungodly people whose minds are so twisted by sin that they actually think that ‘’godliness is a means of gain,” instead of a work of the Holy Spirit in your life. This strikes me as extremely foolish considering that during this time period Christians were being heavily persecuted and martyred for simply worshipping Jesus, so what exactly they were selfishly gaining I’m really not sure of but I know it wasn’t a comfortable life. The first group are proud of how much they know but their knowledge hasn’t left their head, therefore, it just causes them to argue in circles over unimportant phrases, picking apart each individual word to the point of it having no meaning. Arguments like these are useless, they generate division in the Church that wouldn’t have existed otherwise. They suspect everyone of being out to get them and hate them for their suspicions that aren’t grounded in truth. Paul exhorts us to walk away from these people, they’ll only tear us down. From personal experience, I can tell you that if these words describe you the only thing to do is get on your knees and pray. And if you have someone in your life like this, listen to Paul’s advice. Self-righteousness is a weed that will grow bigger and bigger until you humble yourself and allow the Lord to cut it down. The second group is where I want to be, even though learning this wouldn’t be fun or easy. Being content where you are at is not something you can manufacture in your own strength. In 1 Corinthians 7:20-24 Paul is telling the Corinthians to be content wherever God has placed them. He tells them to be content whether they are a slave or free and to not obsess over elevating their own status. If they were a slave they are now free in Christ, if they were free they are now slaves to Christ. The Egyptians believed that you could take earthy wealth with you into the next life but we can see their error so clearly in the rooms of treasure still found in the pyramids. Instead of obsessing over gaining as much earthly wealth as possible I need to set my heart on storing up treasures in heaven. There’s a quote that describes this so perfectly, “Only one life, ‘twill soon be past, only what’s done for Christ will last.” I have plenty of food, clothing, and a relationship with Jesus, how blessed I really am! 

Friday, February 3, 2017

Hebrews 6:12

Hebrews 6:12
“…that you do not become sluggish, but imitate those who through faith and patience inherit the promises.”

I am extremely impatient when it comes to just about everything. I don’t want to wait until April to be in Costa Rica, I want to be there now. I don’t want to wait another 30 minutes until breakfast, I want to eat now. I don’t want to wait on the Lord for Him to strengthen my heart, I want to be strengthened now. I don’t want to wait until I die for Jesus’ work in me to be completed, I want it to be finished now. The list could go on forever, but you get the idea. Unfortunately for my very American, instant gratification mentality, the Lord puts us in seasons of waiting in order to teach us something we couldn’t learn if He was a vending machine of blessings. The season of waiting that He has called me to right now is not a season of relaxing before the next thing but one of actively pursuing Him in order to be ready for the next step. Moses had a similar season in Exodus 4. God had taken Moses out of His homeland, Egypt, and brought him to the land of Midian. As a parallel, God took me out of Bakersfield and brought me to Antigua. It was in Midian that Moses’ identity was changed from the inside out and he became a man who knew the Lord. For 40 years he lived as a shepherd serving his father-in-law and Exodus 2:21 tells us he “was content to live with the man.” It took 40 years for God to finish teaching Moses what he needed to know before the next step, and yet here I am struggling to patiently wait through the next 2 months. After 40 years God called Moses back to Egypt, not to go back to his old life but in order to proclaim that the great I AM is God alone. That is my job, my reasonable act of service, here in Ignite, once I am back in Bakersfield, and wherever God calls me after that. There is no greater purpose than to proclaim who the Savior is. Moses knew the promise. He knew that God had promised to bring His people “up out of the affliction of Egypt… to a land flowing with milk and honey (Exodus 3:17).” It was not Moses’ job to rush the fulfillment of the promise or convince everyone that it was true, his job was to be a willing servant of the Lord and speak truth to Pharaoh and the Israelites. It is not my job to rush God’s promises, either. They will be completed in His timing and not a second sooner. So I have a choice. I can sit here and waste a good portion of my time here not being content to sit and learn or I can be thankful for this time of preparation before the next step. We all know what the right answer is, but actually living it out is difficult. 

Revelation 1:9

Revelation 1:9
“I, John, both your brother and companion in the tribulation and kingdom and patience of Jesus Christ, was on the island that is called Patmos for the word of God and for the testimony of Jesus Christ.”

I don’t know about you, but I need fellowship in order for my walk to be strong. As soon as I start to isolate myself I fall into sins that previously had no hold on me. The devil knows that when I am alone I am weak and vulnerable, but together with my brothers and sisters in Christ I can stand with them against his lies. If he can keep us distant from the body of Christ, he can keep us distant from the Lord. On the flip side of that, if he can keep us focused on the people around us in an unhealthy way he can get us to a place where we feel okay but end up becoming stagnant and eventually backsliding in our walk. The devil will attempt to convince us that we are the only one struggling, that no one else would understand where we are coming from. I came to Ignite in this mentality and yet again and again when I open up about something, someone else understands exactly what I’m going through. It is so encouraging to know that the other girls here can empathize with me but even more encouraging is knowing that Jesus Himself understands. Hebrews 4:15 says, “For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin.” Part of the beauty of having a human high priest was his ability to sympathize with the spiritual needs of the people he was serving. This ability to put himself in their shoes would make it possible for him to be compassionate. Jesus, then, is the perfect High Priest; He knows exactly what we are going through and yet He never gave in to temptation. So when He says that there is always a way out of temptation, a way to flee from sin, He is speaking from experience and not asking us to blindly trust Him.

Colossians 1:11

Colossians 1:11
“…Strengthened with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy…”

 When I think of why Jesus died I have to consciously decide to go beyond the obvious “for our sins” answer. While that isn’t wrong, there is so much more to why He died. Through the death and resurrection of Jesus we have been promised an inheritance in Heaven. Romans 8:14-17 says, “For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. For you did not receive the bondage again to fear, but you received the spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, ‘Abba, Father.’ The spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs - heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him, that we may also be glorified together.” I am blown away by what being in Christ means in our life. Through His power we can walk in a way that is worthy of the gospel, pleasing to the Lord. This is not possible through works and sacrifices but through the condition of our heart. Psalm 51 tells us that God does not desire that we would sacrifice but that we would run to Him in our brokenness. Abraham sacrificed but we are told that his faith was accounted to him for righteousness, not how religiously he obeyed the law. Throughout the whole Bible the truth that we cannot please God in our own power is so clear, it has to be a work of God in our hearts. Despite our sin, we are given the privilege of having a personal relationship with our Creator through Jesus. Exodus 6:7 tells us that God desires for His people to know that He alone is their God, the One who rescued them from bondage to lead them to the promised land. According to Ephesians 1:19-20, we also get to live in the same power that raised Jesus from the dead. It was not possible that death should hold Jesus in the grave (Acts 2:24) because God’s plan for life was always going to win. Because we know who wins, we endure trials with joy. The seasons of waiting can be patiently endured because we know that He who promised us an inheritance with Christ is faithful. 

Luke 21:19

Luke 21:19
“By your endurance you will gain your lives.”

Yesterday, class 12 hiked a volcano together, the analogies that I could pull from today are basically limitless. But, the one that stuck out to me the most was the one I liked learning the least. In the days leading up to the hike I was completely set on getting to the top no matter what. Then I realized what “no matter what” actually meant. I had no clue how strenuous it would be and how endless the path would feel. The monotony of putting one foot in front of the other for hours on end quickly bored me, partially because I was so focused on the path that I rarely stopped to look around me. And if I wasn’t fellowshipping with anyone, it just got worse. Life is a climb and at times its completely exhausting. At some point, a decision must be made to finish the climb no matter the cost. I am so thankful for the common goal that we all shared, and through that unity we were able to encourage each other to press on. Philippians 3:12 says: “Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me.” My goal as a follower of Christ is to spend eternity worshiping Him, whether that is on earth or in heaven. While He keeps me on earth I can worship but my sinful nature will always find a way to mess it up somehow. It is so sweet to know that through all my failures, His grace covers me so that “for whatever reason we may call upon Him(Deuteronomy 4:7)!”

Luke 8:11-15

Luke 8:11-15
“Now the parable is this: The seed is the word of God. Those by the wayside are the ones who hear; then the devil comes and takes away the word out of their hearts, lest they should believe and be saved. But the ones on the rock are those who, when they hear, receive the word with joy; and these have no root, who believe for a while and in the time of temptation fall away. Now the ones that fell among thorns are those who, when they have heard, go out and are choked with cares, riches, and pleasures of life, and bring no fruit to maturity. But the ones that fell on the good ground are those who, having heard the word with a noble and good heart, keep it and bear fruit with patience.”

When I first read this, name after name pops into my head of people that I know that Jesus could have been describing. Countless members of my family have heard the simple truth of the gospel and have not believed, I’ve seen people at school or church who are at first so eager to walk with Jesus and then fall away when it gets hard. And then there are those who hear the gospel and believe but quickly their career, school, or significant other becomes their god again. I am so quick to point my finger and say “they need to hear these verses taught in church next Sunday.” Very quickly I turned into the Pharisees who condemned the woman caught in adultery but did not repent of their own sins. But God is so faithful to correct me when I’m wrong that this didn’t last for very long. When I read the verses over again, really praying through them, I realize that each of the different soils describe me at one point or another in my life. The one who hears and believes but has no root is exactly how I was for a good portion of my childhood. I went to church and knew the answer to every question, but I had no real roots. I share a room with my sister who is two years younger than I am, and man, she used to annoy me so much. For anyone who has ever shared a room for any length of time at all, you can imagine the fighting that happened between two very different people who refused to give up their way. I can remember my parents telling me to die to myself and be the peacemaker which I knew were the right things to do, I just didn’t want to. I had the knowledge, but no roots. Therefore, no growth or fruit was being produced. Verse 15 talks about keeping the word and bearing fruit with patience. If you are having to exercise patience before there is fruit, then time is passing in which God is working but the fruit of that just isn’t showing yet. Psalm 27:13-14 are the verses I have to choose to rest in during this season of growing.